been so long since i've blogged. life was also just as mundane for me, giving school a miss for almost the whole week and not even getting myself to study. could say it's too late now my N's commences in just 5 days' time.
i just want everything to be done and over with asap.
got my report slip back today, results for my prelims were horrible. could say the worst out of my entire secondary school life hahaha. attendance was 151/ 189 and my class position, 32/35 and lastly level position was 74/77. failed everything cus it's either i got an AB for missing the papers without valid reason or i just simply scribbled on it. not surprised when i got my results though lol.
one of the most disappointing day today. do you treat me as your girlfriend or are you always wanting to treat me as somebody who is fucking easy? utterly disappointed. i thought you meant what you said last time when i told you how i felt, i thought you really understood how i don't like it and gave me the respect i deserve in the relationship. maybe i was wrong.
that feeling when you're just so disappointed and hurt and fucking pissed just doesn't goes well together. feel like shit today.
1) don't make me look like a slut.
2) don't treat me like a slut.
3) don't wake me up at 520 in the morning just to make me feel like a slut.
4) don't date me if you know you can't commit if i said No.
i'm utterly disappointed i can't even find the strength in me to cry anymore.
you just made me tell myself i should never stay over at your house anymore.
a very beautiful song