yet another day.
no idea why i'm getting all those little fear building up inside of me right now. maybe it's because we're spending lesser and lesser time with each other but my N's are coming up too. as much as i trust you, do you?
what if one day you feel that things has changed? and then you get what comes after. but honestly speaking i'm afraid of losing you because you made me feel so happy. and im sick and tired of always having to go through shit i went through before. you really mean a lot to me.
i do know that we've been seeing less of each other and even communicating on facebook or webcam. and i'm so sorry for that it's either i always fall asleep or am held up by whatever it is. just so afraid things will change and everything else will just fall back to square one.
because change is a constant thing
我真的很爱你,但是越爱就越怕失去.