so much things happened today. to put it short, to my dearest blood brother: i will always always love you and nobody will ever be a better brother to me than you and i will only have one brother in my entire life and that will be you. no matter what wrong have you commit or how rebellious you become please remember that i will always stand by your side and never give up on you even if the whole world does. i really love you a lot and i'm sorry for neglecting you in the past. i really appreciate it when you plead for me to come home to stay when i wasn't staying with you and mommy before, you cooked me dinner and gave me a short simple, hand-written note asking me to get well soon and being such a sweet brother. i promise you that you can always count on me if you need help. i will never leave you in the lurch. love you elton chan ♥
miss you so much my dearest boy. wondering if i should even find you tomorrow to give you your surprise or leave it to saturday. i know sometimes your insecurities and doubts act up but you're always so honest with me. at least when you let me know i can assure you. i like mutual honesty. i really really appreciate whatever you're trying to do to please my very-hard-to-please mom. you make me geniunely happy and i love you for who you are. ♥♥♥♥♥♥
on a side note, happy 17th birthday to you ANG JIA HONG may you be happy and i hope you find a Marina, Wendy or whatever names you can think of. we will always be great friends ;-) have a blast!
/somehow kind of worried for my health. it's deteriorating and i don't know when will i ever get well. i feel so weak nowadays and my medicine aren't even improving my condition. i'm not being paranoid but i just don't want anything untowards to happen. i feel dizzy every so often and my hands tremble, legs go jelly. just let me be fine, alive and kicking!
xx