im in a total wreck right now i don't even want to see anyone because i might just break down and cry which is the last thing i want to do. i really want to put on that strong front in front of my friends, my family and even you.
i've had enough of expecting things to take a turn for the better. i'm broken. and i give up. nothing interests me anymore.
i have no appetite and i dont eat except when im with my mom because she doesn't know anything that's happening to me. i can't sleep at night i lay in bed worrying till dusk and im losing so much of sleep. i can't even concentrate on anything i do. it's like i've become a living dead. but as much as how much im suffering inside i show everyone that im alright.
i dont know what to do anymore. im sorry, especially to you.