realised i didnt blog ytd which was only 2 hrs ago. am awake in the middle of the night for whatsoever reason and i cant fall back asleep.
sometimes even myself gets pretty annoyed because of the way i think certain issues out to be. i could picture a scenario which is totally ridiculous yet scary which i actually put myself in a hell of a doubts at times.
the thing now is that i've had enough from my past and all i could ever wish for now is for it to disappear asap because i get the chills everytime someone mentions about it or if i saw it. hahaha sorry you're now an "it" lol.
having heard so many stories from countless people about your sly plan and speech about me behind my back really disgust me. what?? still mad? pissed? or just simply pyschotic? if it's over it is and i wil never let the past become part of my life again especially if it comes to you. never. the impression you imprint on on others is just like "others cant have what i cant have" lol no but seriously.
isnt it fucked up how you can pretend nothing is wrong with you and act all normal around my bb now but actually hatching some sort of fucked up thought to ruin me? i swear you are fucking creepy and pyschotic.